Writing “Twenty-Two Faces”. The Challenges of Telling a Story About Satanic Ritual Abuse From the Perspectives of Multiple Personalities

Twenty-Two Faces: Inside the Extraordinary Life of Jenny Hill and Her Twenty-Two Multiple Personalities immerses readers into the perspective of a severely abused child with multiple personalities trying to make sense of her convoluted world – who through spiritual guidance and therapy, finally does.

This very controversial biography was based on an adult Jenny Hill’s recollections of long hidden severe childhood abuse, plus her Alter Personality writings in Journals kept throughout childhood. As Jenny outlined the chapters of her life, her Alter Personalities would take over to write out impressions of their own experiences. I would then adapt the writing into book form.

My research for Jenny’s story actually began long before I met her. As head of Family Counseling Center in Provo Utah I treated clients who couldn't remember their childhood. In the safe environment of therapy, away from perpetrators, these dissociated women brought forth repressed memories of unbelievable abuse during childhood. Often the recall started in bits and pieces of nightmares that became more and more detailed as childhood memories came to the surface. Other times something as simple as a red flashing traffic light, or a man in black clothing, would bring up torture long buried in their past.

Back then I didn’t fully understand the connection between their horrid memories and the very planned out Satanic Ritual Abuse of children done to honor Satan. Nor did I realize that I was dealing with a very sophisticated Mind Control Programming from Nazi Germany developed through the CIA.

 I was to later learn that Hill’s Master Mind Control Programmer was behind most of her severe childhood torture. Together Jenny and I found him to be none other than the infamous “Dr. Green” who was brought into the US from Nazi Germany after World War II to be head of the CIA’s MKULTRA Mind Control Program.

 Because of the political complications and dangers involved, most often Mental Health therapists don’t like to admit that they treat Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivors. Instead they refer to their clients as having the American Psychiatric Association diagnosis of Dissociate Identity Disorder (DID). The professional organization for DID treatment, the International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation (ISSTD), doesn’t even have the words “Satanic Ritual Abuse” anywhere on their website: ISSTD - International Society for the Study of Trauma & Dissociation (isst-d.org)

In the Dissociate Identity Disorder treatment community those in the know understand that many DID sufferers have grown up in multigenerational Satanic families. They have been Mind Controlled throughout childhood with their perpetrators using the complex pedophilia and torture techniques of the CIA’s Dr. Green. The purpose was to split the child’s developing brain’s thinking patterns into multiple personalities – who are given specific internationally known names related to their abuse. That way any trained Mind Control perpetrator could call access and control any Satanic Ritually Abused Mind Control victim throughout their life just by calling out the Alter’s Satanic name.

That reality of sophisticated Mind Control Programming had not yet entered my thinking when I first met Jenny through an FBI agent. By then several Ritual Abuse Survivors had described their chilling stories to me. And, upon the request of other SRA Survivors, I had spent over a year trying to gather evidence for a prominent case being prosecuted by the Utah Attorney General Satanic Ritual Abuse Investigators – that the state prosecutor refused to allow victims to testify in against their abuser because they carried Multiple Personalities. Yet, they had multiple thinking patterns because of the accused Satanic Coven Regional Leader’s abuse throughout their childhoods.

 It’s no wonder that the State’s case against the SRA Regional Coven leader failed in Court. 

By the time I approached the FBI I had years under my belt of interviewing therapists, police investigators, county sheriffs and SRA survivors. I had traced a bloody trail of Satanic cult crime throughout the Intermountain West and identified at least five child victim murders or disappearances – yet no one would even open a case, let alone do an investigation. 

Jenny had called the Provo FBI office a few days before I gave them a call about my findings (at which the Utah AG Office and various county sheriffs had refused to take a look). I was trying to get a case open on the Regional Satanic Leader, while Jenny was searching for parents of a girl she witnessed murdered in a Satanic Child Sacrifice rite at their tender ages of six. 

It didn’t take long for the agent to get a turndown from FBI Headquarters in Washington DC on both Jenny and my own requests to open cases for investigation. It seems the FBI big wigs in Washington didn’t believe in Satanic Ritual Abuse, or so they said. The agent, perhaps out of guilt, did put Jenny and I together.

It was commonly known among experts in the treatment field that multiple personalities developed because of severe abuse during childhood. Jenny was very outspoken about having multiple personalities and wanted to have her biography published to not only validate others who suffered as did she from the disorder, but to expose her perpetrators, plus most important, try to protect Satanic Ritually Abused children by educating the public on the dangers to children of Satanic worship.  

With Jenny's mission in mind, I soon felt it to be my own and was impressed to write her biography. I wanted to expose the affects of this methodical mind-control of the psyche on children. I decided the only way to explain her complicated life was to tell it from the simplistic mind of a child. That is, explain the life of a multiple through her own point of view, plus that of her twenty-two alters, some of whom were adults who grew up with her. Though, most were still children living within.

Jenny made the process somewhat easier via her journals. Throughout life when alters took over her mind and body, she skipped hours, days, even months of time. Confused at the time loss, she made it a habit of asking for guidance through prayer. By Age Seven the inspiration finally came to write down her experiences, "To help yourself and others, for some day a book will be written."

By Age Thirty-five when we met, her mission in life was more than clear. So was mine - I had experienced a few humbling challenges of my own where only God could give me answers, one of which became to write Jenny's biography. We would use Jenny's extensive journals that were interspersed with thoughts of her alter personalities.

We began by deciding on the time line and subject of each chapter, and then Jenny would write it out. As she did, certain alters took over to pen their own experiences. Alters only knew about Jenny’s life during the time period they were active. Thus, the memories were very detailed – as if the events just happened moments ago. It made Jenny's long buried feelings easy to capture. 

Though, the challenge of twenty-two different personalities, several of which might surface to finish one thought or another, created unending challenges not only for Jenny, but for this author.

As Jenny learned during her year-long stay at the Utah Psychiatric Hospital, writing out their life experiences can be very therapeutic for one who has been abused, Jenny, no exception. Transferring feelings onto paper was known to heal the soul by releasing stress of abuse long buried. 

At least, that's the way Jenny's alters felt, and evidently the reason why they conveniently had her change personalities when applying for a nursing job at the Utah State Psychiatric Hospital where she ended up as an inpatient. 

Therapy there involved daily entries into journals by Jenny and whoever else was present. We relied heavily on those alter writings for the book. In the beginning her personalities resisted penning their stories, even forced Jenny to quit for a year or so. Over time we learned that the more confident Jenny became, the closer her story rose to fruition.

There were setbacks, however. Sometimes one personality or another arose to discuss the stress created by having their lives in print, which we then would talk out. Another time when Jenny was writing on my computer her Head Alter J.J. took over and tried to erase the manuscript by hitting the delete button several hundred times. Luckily J.J. had no idea about the inner workings of a computer and the writing wasn't destroyed. 

Then there were a few instances when different Evil Spirits from the Dark Side took over Jenny’s mind and body. I learned from Jenny’s therapist at the Utah State Psychiatric Hospital Dr. Weston Whatcott, that Evil Spirit takeovers was quite common for those in-patients who had been Satanic Ritually Abused. A SRA Survivor once told me she felt that her childhood programming left a window open in the back of her mind where it was easy for Evil Spirits to enter.

Things quickly cleared up through Jenny’s prayers and requests for specially trained Elders of her Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints who were assigned to the state psychiatric hospital. They gave her blessings that cast out the Evil Spirits.

I must confess that we eventually found that Jenny had more than twenty-two alter personalities. In the healing process the worst memories of Ritual Abuse Survivors commonly refuse to come out for years. A couple of personalities even waited until the biography was published before expressing their tortuous past. Jenny asked we keep those recollections and the alters who held them, out of her biography. So, we did.  

The final publication of “Twenty-Two Faces” resulted in a definition of both Jenny's and my own life's mission: to validate and expose the very profuse existence of the Satanic Ritual Abuse of children in our modern society that is evident, yet still very hidden, across the Globe.